Your love is just a lie'-'

Wednesday, November 7

chalet

07-11-07
CAIXUAN DEARDEAR!
HAPPY ONE YR ANNIVERSARY!<3
I LOVE YOO! muacks and hugges:D
MISS YA! CYA SOON! TAKE CARES(:
TUESDAY
woke up at 10 i supposed?
raining :/ got ready and went amk hub find hwee
den went white sands walk walk
wait for char:) meanwhile wonder if could see snail
but he crawl frm back door! lols
made our xiaoxin stickers:D haha
den went interchange meet guang and gang
den walked to chalet. left our bags
they started playing cards
awhile later,me and hwee go beach haf fun:D
HAHA. we yelled like mad. hehe =p
den went back. be xiaojies X)
waited inside enjoying air con while the guys
start the fire =X budden after tt we got help too ! :)
haha. bbq bbq bbq . eat eat eat.
den time flew lols. 9plus alrd. char and nick gotta go
den hwee went off at 10plus. me and guang sent her out:)
her mama is funny der lo. flying kisses. catch catch ahha.
den we walked back while they still bbqing chit chat
den smth happened. haix. knew tt it would happen
i bathe first.den kimberly den guang den jc
den jw den yz den datou
we were complained tt we were too noisy =X ooops SORRY
den we all went out for a walk .night walk lols
den went white sands de 7eleven buy drinks:)
den walked back lol. den went mac buy apple pie
den return to chalet. i wan sleep! yawns! abt 3am reached
they on tv den watch the jing ling show
den some fall asleep .tt datou keep watching tv.
no tired de meh . lols. 5plus he still watching!
it started raining:/ i slept after tt.
was woke up by kimberly. yawns
den checked out.after all i tink it is quite quiet?
went white sands de kopitam
ate our breakfast den took 88 back home
sh*t urgent! i need the toilet and its was like the bus
is still at hougang OMG reached amk i ran home.
is xinku der lor! arghhs . wtf
den get changed and went amk hub
find wenjia den go training tgt:)
din really play with mf tdy only paired thrice?
end of trng. do frog jump! OUCH
i hate tt i will nt be able to go down the stairs!
thanks guys! for cheering me on :) its so pain
tt i cried. nt only becos of tt i nt so cry baby =X
haix. den headed home my cousin came my hse!
she cut her hair long time nv see her alrd!
den i went jogging with her. amk jog to yck den
to anderson den back home:)
bathe and i was here.
PPL! SORRY if i was moody and dao or wat.
and din reply ur msg asap. sry nick><

i miss ur presence

but if u're present will it be worse?

but nothing could be changed.

after all i guess

i shud haf cried enuf ?

its time to rly let go

it shud come to an end.

no matter how much tears i shed

i still couldnt change the reality

reality is cruel cos they are real

i like crying in the rain, cuz no one knows im crying...

♥ The cry of my heart -Yeah im smiling:D but im dying inside

7:20:00 AM

YYY