Wednesday, October 31
WEDNESDAY
woke up at 9.30 tdy?ate mee as breakfast. den went to central to buy stuffs.met waysing at hub at 11plus?tt was early! trng starts at 3 hahawent ave10 buy things den went homeget changed and go for trng.
started with lobbing with wenjia and lindaden coach came do warm up, run run run den played alternate match? hit once den get out of the courtfirst pair with mf den donut den tianningDONUT HIT MY FOREHEAD! OUCH I SEE STARS , A SUDDEN SHOCKafter tt it was alright ailttle headachei played till so sucky ..match again, with huimin and tianningnearly lost. den brenda and solomonlost :( den coach pair mf with celineI FELT THE DANGER.FEAR ROSE IN ME. IM AFRAID.being replaced, i haf lost him , i dowan to lose anything anymore. please. den coach let me pair with mf and play with wenjia and linda, i felt tt i din play much is mf im very scared. i hate this feeling.den he asked wenjia train my lobbing and smashing. i know i suck at it. i wish to be gd too!den do PT kua-ing our legs along three courtsleg pain but it helps den coach talked to us .. i was so damn scared to confront me. trng ended . donut and ZH gave us names!LOL! haha .they are surrounded by gals and being beaten HEHE. lols. den me and wenjia went j8 . to our two world place hehe. but it doesnt seem so tdy-.-i cried when i walked home:/ Xian whr u sleep sp early! pig la charlene thanks for listening me outsorry tt our first time talking is started soo...... im lost
i felt pathetic
i hate this feeling
i need you but whr are you?
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7:12:00 AM
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