Your love is just a lie'-'

Monday, October 29

MONDAY

hmm. woke up at 10plus tdy?
ate cornflakes, sweets while watching shinchan
fell asleep after i ate X)
my life is getting boring:(
woke up omg is 2 alrd
get changed and ready den went for training at 3
me and mf played with wenjia and linda
start: do drills is tiring der lor
den rest, den played match with nigel & daryl
amazingly we won, something must be wrong with them tdy:/
after tt got a tight 'scolding' frm coach
more sort of advising i guess?
the sha qi is strong :/
my tears nearly flow out i felt very sad,
i cant do my part for the team or perhaps
im causing the team to lose i felt bad,
like he said train till nowstill cant lobb properly,
use more strength must be steady,
smash moremust hit for an aim ,
wats the advantage for tt shot or else
the one point is hard to getafter his advising,
i tried to correct my mistake but the outcome
is i ended up playing lousy'er'coach is looking! :'(
i felt stress! i cried in the toilet:'(
i still cant play well though i tried very hard
i felt like giving up, i tink i cantin sec one,
the one day i went for training i wanted to quit!
i stayed till now becos of the encouraging seniors and team mates.
THANKYOU SO MUCH.maybe im jus extra and
not needed .did some stroking and matches
did foot works and stretchingtraining finally ended
went to j8 with wenjia and meifengeat at B1, the food is so nice!
yummy..bao luo wan xiang:D
then mf went home first and me and wenjia went to lvl3
and chit-chat till 9plus =Xour secret.. shhhh. lols:)then went ntuc,
SUSHI HALF PRICE.BUY BUY BUY:)

i hate the feeling of waiting

it sucks, is like ur heart cant be at ease?

where are you when i needed you?

i felt pathetic tdy. no one to confront

its terrible, haf u spared a thought for me?

i felt alone, unwanted and abandoned.

♥ The cry of my heart -Yeah im smiling:D but im dying inside

9:14:00 AM

YYY