Your love is just a lie'-'

Monday, October 15

MONDAY

woke up early in the mrn meet ah pek

he late! hmphs.ah pek walk v.slow

hehex. finally know how to fold heart!

=P sorry i very slow.

den went home.

revise with yingen and zhihow they all at mos

tired nt enuf sleep .yawns

i almost fall asleep there =.=

4plus my old woman called and qns me.

WTF 4PM! late meh?!

using an unpleasant tone. IRRITATING!

SHE SPOILT MY MOOD!

den go walkwalk at hub with panda den went back

5.30 elroy came went play pool

i was eagered to go play pool BEFORE 4PM

went there. sian zhi puang. quite sucky tdy

no MOOD.so went home first.

was questioned again.

old woman: where u go ?

me: ask fren hw

old woman: with who?

me: yingen and gang

old woman: why? diff skool wat

me: SO? cant ar frens wat

old woman: mrn ask till nite ar.you better dun

do bad things outside

HELLO? WAT SHE EXPECT?

me: silent

old woman: DONT HAF HIM DEN GO OUT FIND OTHERS

me: whats ur problem, frens cant ar.

rather than i stay at home and think till i go mad

at least with frens i will be cheerful

old woman: u chose him urself nt i ask u one

WTF! Is she my mother?

she is like saying i flirt. nv study.

i alrd very sad and she said that to me!

whats her problem ask hw nt study?

EXAMS WERE OVER!

WHAT SHE WANT?

im forcing myself to smile and stay cheerful like

da lu ren said.

but this is cruel . why is god torturing me lidat?

im nt eating, waiting to faint or die :D

i ate nothing much and i haf shit den cant come out =X

moral of the story:

never ever let adults get into ur love life,

you will suffer and usually

theres no good ending.

they will nv understand how u feel

my life is in a mess now all thanks to u

and you are living happily ,

you will get it back!

im fading away each day

awaiting the day tt i rly break down

i wished to leave everything behind

and just walk off

carrying a heavy heart.

i hate you.

~~guys are fucktards~~

♥ The cry of my heart -Yeah im smiling:D but im dying inside

5:12:00 AM

YYY